28 January 2013

I Choose to Believe

It's been a minute since last I posted.  Normally, I have no inclination to journal or note my thoughts.  But, then there are times I feel the need to empty my head of pondering and eternal thoughts.  I walk by faith each day.  Not super spiritual or someone who is a deep thinker.  I have just grown weary and bored with so much.  I am tired of church, business, life as usual.  I am looking for not an emotional enema but I am looking for another level.  I must come up from here, from this place, from this mountain.  I am looking for another home.  I no longer wish to live in this house made of fears, unbelief, doubt, disillusionment and waiting without hope.  God is strengthing my calf muscles to run the marathon not the sprint.  I am learning to believe when it seems foolish to continue to believe.  Faith is made of that which you can't see but yet your heart still continues to know to believe.  I choose to believe although all events in my life call me foolish.  I declare today Lord God that I do and will continue to believe that you can and will deliver and that your grace is truly sufficient to keep me even in this dark and dreary place.  I give it all to you Yeshua my comfort, my heart, my life, my love!   - Determined Focus

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