The Countdown Continues

Today is the last day before the confirmed consecration begins.  I pondered where I was this time last year.  I remember being so depressed and despondent.  Out of a career now for a year without a clear end to the famine.  I  was feeling drained spiritually, physically and emotionally.  So burned out and drained.  I attended, through the generosity of a friend, Throne Zone and felt renewed and refreshed.  Now we come to the present time and while in the natural there is no change, there is a change in me.  I am not where I was, but there is such a passion burning in my heart!  The pictures of intense fire can only touch what I am feeling.  More worship, more alone time with my lover! So, now I begin the honeymoon as well as the trial.  100 days in the secret place.  It will not end until April 20th, which is my birthday.  What a fitting end to such a time.  The fear and the excitement begins!